Michael Zimmermann
How I Survived the Wars and
Peace:
My Life in the Gulag
Postscript
The
year was 1971. I was working for the Canadian National Railways in the
capacity of electrical engineer. I was with the company for over 19
years and only one year away from mandatory retirement. The immediate
future bothered me immensely; I was not ready, mentally or physically,
to go to pasture. I was also not willing to undertake any demeaning
position (draughtsman, or other similar one) the way some of my colleagues
did.
And
then the Monster (you know whom I mean!) came to the rescue. The Soviet
Union and Canada signed an agreement on Mutual Cooperation in Science
and Technology in such fields as: nuclear science, oil and gas exploration,
transportation (air, rail and internal waters), development of arctic
regions, and others. The program called for mutual visits of scientists
and engineers, exchange of information, periodical symposia and planning
conferences.
I
have to mention here that, apart of my regular engineering duties at
CNR, as a side job I was translating for their Research and Development
Department articles from Russian publications on railroading. My translations
were accepted with great interest and were distributed among major railroads
of the world.
Naturally,
when the first group of experts on railroad transportation travelled
to the Soviet Union, I was invited to join them in the capacity of interpreter.
In our group of six people one was a man from the Ministry of Foreign
Affairs in Ottawa. The visit was a tremendous success. Upon his return
to Ottawa, the official I mentioned, who learned that in few months
I will be retired from CNR, apparently reported to the proper authorities
my brilliant (not my word!) role in establishing mutual understanding
among the hosts and the visitors. As a result, I received a letter from
the Ministry offering me a position as an interpreter for future visits
of various groups, both in Canada and in the USSR. Due to my age they
cannot offer me a permanent position, thus, I will be occupied as a
free-lancer with payment by contract.
For
the next ten years, I was busy escorting groups of experts in various
fields of science and technology. With the Canadian delegations all
over the USSR, from Archangelsk in the North to the Black Sea in the
South, from Leningrad in the West to Novosibirsk in the heart of Siberia.
Likewise, escorting the Soviet experts on their visit in Canada, from
Newfoundland to British Columbia, including the Far Arctics. Private
companies, both Canadian and American with business in the Soviet Union
were availing themselves of my interpreting services as well. This period
of time was the most interesting in my life apart from the substantial
remuneration associated with my work. I could state that my income from
the described activity put me financially on a much higher level than
that of a CNR pensioner.
Why
did I bring this period of my life into the narrative titled "My
Encounters with the Monster"? Each of our trips to Soviet Union
started with the visit to Moscow. Here, we met first the high official
of the pertinent Ministry, mostly the Minister himself or his Deputy.
I was sitting across the table from the top officials of the country
- the Union of Soviet Socialist Republics, with its NKVD (now called
KGB) and GULAG still an important part of their entity - I, who only
a few decades ago was at the bottom of a pit dug by them, I who was
designated as an "element dangerous to society", condemned
to be worked and starved to death in their "corrective labour camps".
All the polite, polished speeches were uttered when looking at me in
expectation of subsequent translation to my group. Apart of the official
visits, the Russians hosted us with red (no pun intended) carpet treatment.
Every evening a banquet, visit to the ballet, opera or the famous Soviet
circus (theatre was out due to the language problem). The fact of my
fluent use of the Russian language created a special camaraderie with
some individuals whom I repeatedly met during subsequent visits, with
some personal favours. I would like to stress that, in my opinion, Russians
are the nicest, gentlest, most cordial people as individuals. Their
governments are rotten and the population suffers the dire consequences
philosophically and submissively. I deplored immensely the fact that
Canada, following the United States of America cancelled all cooperation
with the Soviet Union after the latter invaded Afghanistan in 1981.
I
reported the events the way they took place. I myself am puzzled by
the turn of things. Let us take the case when the NKVD official informed
me that he holds proof about my being active as a foreign spy, an offence
that calls for the firing squad at the time when the country is at war.
Naturally, he knew it is not true, he just used the statement in order
to intimidate me enough to agree to his demand of becoming an informer.
Please, understand that he could easily convert the empty threat into
a serious case. Of the millions of inmates lingering in GULAG camps
almost all were sent there on fictitious accusations, sentenced by the
infamous faceless "troika", without the benefit of legal procedure
and a chance for defence. After I had refused to serve as his informer
he could mercilessly apply the diabolic might of the only law in the
country. Why did he spare me? I don't find an answer to this question.
In
the period of time that I was visiting the Soviet Union (and I made
some twenty sorties) each trip required getting a one-time visa from
the Soviet Embassy and I am positive they knew about my past in their
country in the 1940s. Some of my friends here were surprised at my courage
of going repeatedly to the Soviet Union and risking of getting sucked
into the system without a trace. Occasionally, before the Canadian group
travelled to the USSR on the official visit, we were consulted by an
officer of the RCMP as to our behaviour there. One of them, after he
heard about my past history with Soviet Union, advised me not to venture
outdoors on my own, stick with our group. No, I did not follow his suggestion,
I moved around freely, and each time returned home to Canada. Moreover,
safe at home, I jotted down my observations of the peculiarities of
life in the "paradise of the working class." I kept this fact
secret lest the Soviet embassy refused me the entry visa. My articles
provide hilarious reading. Now, that the Monster is dead, and I survived,
the compilation of the articles is presented under the title
U.S.S.R
- R.I.P. *
*
The Latin version - "Requiescat In Pace"
The English version - "Rest In Peace"
My version (here) - "Rust In Piss"
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